Wednesday, August 24, 2022
Finally decided to cancel appointment.
Yes, I did think about it, and there was nothing that could be done since I already went though one sometime ago at the same place. Know what to do if and when I have a stroke, as have a few every so often and many just seem to, go away after laying down anyways. Besides, everyone is dying around me anyways and tired of seeing those even younger leaving before me. When at war (battles) Understandable. Just wasn't my time as they say.
I am on enough med's now, and even with my daily dreams, I can cope with. Nighmares, well after all these years, there all the same, jut get weirded when I can finally get into a nighmare. Shows that I at lease did go to sleep. Nightmares I doubt will ever leave me along until I am dead anyways. Able to cope with people is the mail thing, as no fights in a very long time, and I have been close to getting into them just about all the time I speak to anyone that I disagree with. Which is everyone now days! I have been given enough meds to last a very long time, and seldom miss any days. Sometimes forget and take a second time by mistake, but don't do nothing but make me groggy and sleepy so again back to nightmares for awhile until awaken then back to fighting with whoever or whatever is on my list of scammers that refuse to refund money for trash.
Besides Blood Pressure have well under control as found out how to do it correctly, and even doctor likes how I proved to him that things are good until January for next appointment. So why ruin all that time off to go to a stress test and be told come back for other stupid stuff. Getting use to the cane as well.
24 Aug 2022 @ 03:14 ET
To Lewis
FAV Cardiology @
Subject
Appointment: Cancel Thursday 2PM test
Message ID
3920727340
Message
Please cancel stress test for Thursday @ 1400 hrs. I read up on this, and it has nothing to do with mental health/High Blood Pressure. I already know it's because I am lazy, and just don't want to walk/work-out or do anything. Thanks for the concern. But, already went under a stress test and recall that it did nothing but cause me to sweat, be out of breath, plus could never even move the pedals up and down even once. That remanis the same and just have no interest. Prefer to fight with what life I do have left and not waste someone's time that is much younger and wants to be cured and back to younger times. I will just dream of them and then have nightmares over everything else daily. Besides getting very interesting in some of these thoughts when I can finally sleep for a few hours if possible.Thanks again
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